No Longer Scared of LONELY...I'm GOD'S Child!!

For so many years I put them before me…my feelings didn’t matter…I was able to swallow the lump in my throat and smile because I had too…but I cried when I was alone…and my smile faded when it was just Me, Myself, and I…I had my back against the wall…I had no where to turn…so I turned to LUST to avenge the pain of LOVE…afraid of LONELY…I was to prideful to be that LONELY BROKEN HEARTED GIRL…but I was sick of playing with LIFE…I got bored fuxking LUST…and was tired of chasing LOVE…so I decided to spend some time wit LONELY…take the time to get to know him…and I’m now no longer scared of LONELY, I actually enjoy his company…

LONELY is so gentle.

LONELY is calm.

LONELY is sweet.

LONELY makes me smile.

LONELY, oh my sweet, LONELY.

You know my fears, my secrets, and my dreams. You cherish them as if they were gold and you protect them in your heart.

LONELY, at my worst you are my BEST.

You’re my smile when I can’t seem to lose the frown.

You’re my peace during the storm.

And you really have no idea. “/

LONELY, be patient with me, take your time getting to know me…my heart is in so many pieces and only one person can put them together…he is molding me, and shaping me into the young woman I ought to be to make you the happiest man in the world…When I forget the lyrics to my song…let me listen to your heart beat because it’s the sweetest melody. It soothes my pains, conquers my fears, and gives me hope. I am not bitter towards LOVE; I just prefer my LOVE be pure, genuine and TRUE.

"A Woman's Heart Should Be So Lost in God That A Man Needs to Seek Him In Order to Find Her." – Maya Angelou

LONELY is my best friend and I LOVE you...<3